Englandic
When I moved to
Abu Dhabi I was 9 years old. I had never travelled anywhere outside Europe, and
had a mix of an Icelandic and American accent. It was 2010 and my father had
already lived here for a year. I’d only visited him once during that time.
While there for three weeks, I visited this school called “Raha International
School”. This was the school I was going to spend the next three years
(unbeknownst to me, that number would triple).
Before I moved
to Abu Dhabi, I took some English classes with a tutor in order to be prepared
for the fourth grade in an English speaking, international school. I really
liked my tutor, she was super nice and taught very well. What I always found
funny was that she would speak Icelandic with a thick American accent, while I
would speak English with what I thought was an American accent, but my friends
have since told me that I had a very strong Icelandic accent. She would ask me
questions like: “How do you like the weather in Iceland?”, and I’d say “Well to
be honest, I do like cold weather, but am excited to get some heat in Abu Dhabi”.
Except it wouldn’t sound anything like what you are imagining when reading
this. In reality, it was more like “Welll too bee honest, a-ee doo laeek coldd
whether, but amm excitet to gett som heet in Abu Dhabi.”
My first year at
Raha finally came, and my Icelandic thoughts came with. I noticed that when I
would listen to my teachers in English, I would translate it to Icelandic in my
mind. “This project is due on the 29th of October,” became “Þetta verkefni þarf að ver búið 29unda október.” In Icelandic we have a phrase “Þú veist”, meaning “you
know”. We use this like how English speakers use the word “like”, in between
thoughts. So, I would often catch myself saying “you know” when speaking in
English, because I was essentially translating directly from Icelandic. My
friend Alec would love to point this out saying “No, we don’t know”, which I
found incredibly annoying. I also would sometimes say things in Icelandic to my
friends, not even noticing, until they pointed it out to me. We would be
talking about football, and out of nowhere I’d blurt out “Já, Fernando Torres er frábær leikmaður. Hann
er eiginlega uppáhalds leikmaðurinn minn.” I actually
still do this from time to time.
Once I had
lived in Abu Dhabi for a year or two, my accent had completely changed from
Icelandic to a typical American accent. It was in this period that I would say
I hit my peak of bilingualism, for my age at least. I would very rarely ask my
parents or whoever I was talking to what the Icelandic word for something was.
This was also when I was reading a lot more, so I was always able to keep my Icelandic.
My language teachers at Raha have always told me “If you don’t use it, you lose
it,” and I never really took it seriously, since at the time I was very solid
in both languages, but I would regret this. As I got older, and the curriculum
became more rigorous, I started to forget a lot of Icelandic. Hell, I don’t even
know what rigorous means in Icelandic. Usually when you get older, your spoken
language becomes a lot more sophisticated. But, for bi-lingualists the price
for developing one language is the death of the other. So, one day when I have
finished my studies, I hope that I can start to develop and balance out my Icelandic
and English. Otherwise I´ll end up speaking English at a university level, and
Icelandic at a third grade level.
I really liked how everything flowed together in an organized structure. It went from when you moved here up until now. This is definitely a good memoir because the stories are personal and relate back to the topic of language and identity and the struggles of bilingualism. I really liked the actual interpretation of what you would have said as a kid and I liked the use of Icelandic in the text. It made it more personal. To improve further I would add more stories if you had any because the ones you displayed were really enjoyable.
ReplyDeleteStructure was cohesive and easy to follow. The text was very anecdotal and chatty. A good memoir using different dialect to emphasize your linguistic problems/struggles. You've catered to your audience with slight bits of comedy this further helped with understanding your the voice behind each text. If i were to change one thing, then I were to add more opinionated statements about your own development and your understand as a whole.
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